Why?

Why do i keep going?
Why do i even fucking care?
Why do i cry when i think of her?
Why is life so unfair?

Why must life be like this?
Why am i living at all?
Why didn't i fly through that windshield?
Why did i get up from that fall?

Why did my heart stop?
Why did it start again?
Why did i wake up today?
Why won't the pain just end?

Why so many questions?
Why no answer to my calls?
Why am i alone in this?
Why should you be so appalled?

Because
My love
You are the answer
That wont answer me at all