well. I am alone and heartbroken. But i will not forget nor let die this love. So every day i will compose some poetry for my love. whom i may never speak to or see again less it is in my dreams.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Drakness
A night alone, Without my love, Is darker still, But from above, The angels call, To be part of, The light that conquers, Both of us.
J, My whole idea of forgiving you is seeing the change in your mentality. I cant believe that you would even consider a groupe interview and seasonal hire? WHAT SCARES ME IS YOU THINKING YOUV DONE A GOOD JOB! I need a guy that works full time and comes home. You accepting seasional hire means that im giong to wait a couple more months untill its over then your flat on your ass out of a job again. What a waist of my time. Your clearly not serious about me. I cried so hard when I read about your new job. Youl never get it will you, youl never want me enough. Im shocked that I even have to tell a guy that says he loves me that we need a home and you to be a man and have babies and finally be my partner! I dont want to be alone anymore every day your wasting our short lives to fuck around with bullshit school and seasional jobs! Im soo upset now why is working a part of my life and not yours. I want to have a family, I feel that you dont or you would be serious about getting a fulltime job and saving. I get so excited when I think about saving money for my own place. I cant wait to meet a guy and have kids, I thought it would be you :( ........MEGAN
J,
ReplyDeleteMy whole idea of forgiving you is seeing the change in your mentality. I cant believe that you would even consider a groupe interview and seasonal hire? WHAT SCARES ME IS YOU THINKING YOUV DONE A GOOD JOB! I need a guy that works full time and comes home. You accepting seasional hire means that im giong to wait a couple more months untill its over then your flat on your ass out of a job again. What a waist of my time. Your clearly not serious about me. I cried so hard when I read about your new job. Youl never get it will you, youl never want me enough. Im shocked that I even have to tell a guy that says he loves me that we need a home and you to be a man and have babies and finally be my partner! I dont want to be alone anymore every day your wasting our short lives to fuck around with bullshit school and seasional jobs! Im soo upset now why is working a part of my life and not yours. I want to have a family, I feel that you dont or you would be serious about getting a fulltime job and saving. I get so excited when I think about saving money for my own place. I cant wait to meet a guy and have kids, I thought it would be you :( ........MEGAN