Sorry about the link. It was just a James Blunt song called "same mistake"( you never told me if you listened to any of his songs). When we weren't talking one by him called "goodbye my lover" made me think of you alot.
Anyway, First day of this 8 week session of school. (Btw, I finally found out i got a B in my Pol/Sci class) . I'm taking whatever i can at this point to get the 15 credits the recruiter says i need, and need 12 more. So far i've got Communications and Sociology M,W,and Friday. Tomorrow i'm going to try to crash an intro to psychology as well as an economics class. But, problem is, i still haven't gotten any of the grant money and obviously don't have anything for books. Of course i havn't been sitting on my laurels simply waiting to see what happens; Tomorrow my file is being reviewed (grades eyc.) and i will find out whether or not i'll be able to complete the classes. At the same time, if all goes well, i will be able to go to the recruiters and tell them to either start handling shit or quit bull shitting me. In either case, i also have an appointment with the college counselor to start laying out a gameplan for my education.
I've decided to go for a triple major, so as not to sell myself short. Business, Political Science, and Psychology. Preferably in that order.
Nothing else is really going on. I miss you horribly, though i'm sure you already know that.
And i am awaiting the day when i can finally hold you in my arms again. Love you Meg.
(I'll be back in a bit to write a poem)
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J :( NO MORE SCHOOL IT IS SUCH A WASTE OF MY TIME! GO TO SCHOOL FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS TO LEARN A TRADE, MAKE GOOD MONEY SO THAT WE CAN MOVE ON! IM SO FRUSTERATED WITH YOU PERSUING THIS DEAD END SCHOOL WHAT A FUCKING NIGHTMARE! I TOLD YOU U WOULDNT CHANGE. RECRUTERS HAVE LAUGHED TO US AND SAID NO I DID YOUR PAPERWORK REMEMBER? I CANT HANDLE THESE LET DOWNS OF YOURS U SEROUSLY NEED TO FIX THIS POINTLESS EVERYDAY NEVER ENDING SCHOOL FOR A GOAL U HAVENT DECIDED YET! OK IM DONE THIS IS STUPID THERES NO POINT IN ME COMING HERE TO TALK TO U THROUGH MY LONELY WAITING GAME OF A LIFE. IM DONE STUPID ME IM SOO UPSET THAT WERE HAVING THIS SAME OLD ARGUEMENT NO FUCKING WAY IM GOING THROUGH THIS WITH U AGAIN. I THOUGHT U WOULD GET A GREATE JOB LIKE ME SAVE MONEY AND MOVE ON POSSIBLY WITH US TOGETHER. IM OBVIOUSLY STUPID JUST FORGET IT. SORRY I CALLED I NEED REAL LIFE NOT JUSTINS SCHOOL HELL. I CHOOSE NOT TO BE ALONE ANYMORE, YOU WASTE ALL THE TIME U WANT JUST NOT ON ME!
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