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I really can't believe what i just read. I told you i'm doing everything i can. And when i actually show some real progress, it amounts to less than nothing in your eyes..? I understand, it's not much, but it's something. And i know that when i start, and do the job to the best of my abilities, they will put me on full time. Maybe not at first, but they will.

I told you i would do it though. I told you i would get a job and do my half. But if you've really decided it's not worth it for me to do so, just tell me. Don't post it here though, call me and tell me.