Not So Simple

A simple kiss
your lips on mine
For this moment
Every thing is fine
And so i hold it
Keep on trying
Don't let it go
This loves not dying
If i should slip
Grip me more tightly
When you open your eyes
You will find me
Seems i've been lost
And needed saving
Can we go home?
Can we make our babies?
I will do my half,
Will you be my lady?

My Will and I

Tonight i'll think of you,
But will you think of me,
This love i will die for,
But will i live to see,
Or even will it be,
Will i ever know,
This love you have given me,
This love we cannot show,
This love on that brick wall,
You wrote and set in stone,
My will has become weak,
Yet stronger than before.

Meg...

I wish i could say this to your face. But maybe this way is better in the fact that i'll be able to say it without leaving anything out.You know that i miss you, and (i hope) you know that i love you.
But I have to admit that i am very scared. I know that i'll be able to somehow get my shit together.
And i know that it's not going to happen over night. I'm estimating about 2-3 months to save up what we'll need. But i know that day will come. What i'm scared of is you changing your mind.
You said that it is going to be up to me. But when it comes down to it, it's going to be up to you.
My hand will be there, it's going to be up to you to decide whether or not to take it in yours.
Meg, i love you, and i hope that me doing what i should have done a long time ago is going to be enough. Even though i'm scared that it might not be enough, I'm going to do it. And when i do you won't be able to call me a "no good" anymore ; ) .

I am closing my eyes and tucking you in. Sweet dreams my love.

Silencio de Corazon

My heart has been silenced,
Yet still it speaks,
'it says so much,
Through the tears that i weep,
Or when just for you,
It skips a beat.
My heart has been silenced,
Except when i sleep,
Because you never left me,
Alone in my dreams.

My Last Failure

My heart aches,
This love makes.
My knees weak,
But one day,
When i wake,
I hope you'll be there,
For real this time,
It's not fake,
Destiny to be my fate,
In your eyes,
Love we made,
The beauty inside you,
On my life,
I shall stake,
Not promises,
But truths,
Revealed by this heartbreak.

Meg, i've always wanted our own. You have no idea. But your right. We can't be friends. because you are my love.I can't promise you anything, for it will be hard enough. But if i can get a job, make it to where it's possible to have our own; Will there be a chance for us? Or is this really over?
I'm so fucking broken. I swear my heart actually aches. I told you i'm ready to quit. But i'd rather try to do things justice. To do you justice. I hope when you said you wouldn't look at this page again you were lying. I need to know if there's a reason to try or if to give up this life and pain. If you really don't look at this page again i will write you a letter 2morrow. In the mean time i will earnestly start looking for work. I miss you.

By the way

I dont know what keeps you from me. Because regardless of everything else..You are my best firend.