Sunday, December 6, 2020

I cant let those be my last words

 The last post i sent to her, and made her block me.  Been crying about ever since.  So im using another account to message her and at least tell her im sorry, That im an idiot, and i dont know what else. But im writing it here to copy and paste again...


You probably dont want to hear it, but i am sorry.  It took me a day or so, but i realize now i probably overreacted a bit. Maybe its because i have the emotional maturity of a child,  or maybe the fact that im scared of my love for you.  Whatever the reason, i regret making you block me.  

I dont know what else to say.  Im not even sure how you really feel about me.  I like to think that deep down you do kinda feel the same as i do, but for whatever reason/s, youre scared too.

If you've read this far, thank you: because its more than i deserve.  If these are my last words i speak to you: maybe i am crazy, but my love for you is real, and my heart literally aches for you.


Forever yours,

Gringosito

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