Ali,
I wish you could understand how much i love you. If you did you would know that no matter how much you try to hurt me or push me away, it wont go away. Even though you tell me repeatedly you dont feel the same, i cant let it go. I know i should, and life might be a little easier for me if i did, but my heart wont let it happen. Even as worthless as i end up feeling because of it, i cant. So yeah, i do want you to love me the same. Nothing would make me happier. I dont even know what im trying to say here, in this letter i probably wont ever show you. Theres just so much inside me that youre the cause of which i need to confess. You told me you werent ready for a serious relationship, and then you told me youd never give me a chance to love you (remembering that last bit destroys me), but my hearts already commited myself to you, plus a future with you is the only future i care to see. I love you with every fiber of my being ali, and i always will.
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