A journey yet far

What past lies before me, 

On this path that I've taken,

Each misstep in line with, 

The love it was made in,

The heart I poured out,

For your light that I bathed in,

Now just darkness surrounds,

Unto love, I have gave in.

Can you hear me now?

My heart speaks Upon deaf ears,
So my soul bleeds Into these pages,
I gave love my everything,
It stole my dreams and took ages,
The cost of my life was prepaid,
Thanks to bad credit and slave wages,
Your velvet revolver never stood a chance,
When I laid my head in twelve gauges.

my cause of death

smiling for the world,
but dying on the inside,
every day i die for you,
you just pass me by,
keep on walking,
i'll keep dying,
slowly
theses words mean nothing,
as much as i do,
so im still dying
with my love for you.

The End

It's a shame how much pain a love can bring,
Kind of strange when the same love,
Didnt mean a thing,

And that thing you held so close to you for so long,
Wasn't there to begin with,
Now you're glad it's gone.

But movin on aint an option,
Because your still stuck,
With the same stupid fuck shit bitch ass cunt,

So the last time you saw me let it be just that,
While you could've had it all,
I'm not ever coming back.

unfinished

I can see straight,
through the lies,
with crooked smiles,
you compromise,
what we have i realize,
is time and time again.

So i pretend,
that this aint killin me,
still u just aint feelin me,
the pain thats been instilled in me,
like a means without an end.

Getting there

I wake up,
the suns shining,
the birds singing in the trees.
crawl up out of bed,
i gotta get me some caffiene,
but first i hit my stash up,
cuz what i really need is green,
it takes me to a higher level,
and shows me the unseen.

So i got my irie going,
throw my headphones on,
c walking out the house,
but i'm already gone,
though i dont know where i'm going,
i'll get there before long,
in the meanwhile,
It's just the same old song.

Time versus Heartache

I have to wonder,
With this love we'd shared,
Is it dead?
Or were we unprepared?

Because years have passed,
Yet still you say,
We could be again,
Maybe someday.

It hurts me more,
Than you could know,
For your sincerest lies,
Offer some hope.

To me at least,
You meant the most,
But now my love,
Is like a ghost.

A haunting feeling,
That possesses me,
Since all that's left,
Are memories,

So forget me not,
Like you do so well,
Remind me as to why,
For you I fell.