Isn't It?

Pushing hard,
The days roll on,
Whilst my hearts been weak,
Somehow my hope stays strong,
Even though the odds are long,
And wish i might,
Yet im not gone,

So while im here,
Somehow standing,
This angst and fear,
In dreams reprimanding,
I wake up in tears,
Like raindrops landing,

They soak my pillow,
And stain my cheeks,
For inside i feel,
So small and meek,
But i must keep going,
Beacuse no one ever asked me,
What i think,

When i do tell you,
My innermost thoughts,
The scars i will show you,
From which they were bought.

Today

Truly is,
To my dismay,
I woke again,
To another day,
Trapped in this world,
I can't get away,
My souls passed on,
While i must stay,

I've been left here,
All alone,
And whilst no fear,
That i have known,
Still life lingers,
Unto me it's pain is shown,

So whether now,
Or on the morrow,
When i die,
No need for sorrow,
Because i will be,
No longer hallow.

Thee End

As hard as i have tried,
I can no longer hide,
From what this is,
I shall no longer live,
With this pain i keep inside,

I love you just as much,
As i ever did,
Too bad it is not enough,
In this life to forgive,

And i wish that i could say,
I'll see you on the other side,
Except that for the first last time,
I know my soul has died.

My Love

The damn breaks,
Gushing outward,
Upon a barrenness,
Drowning everything,
Within this,
Breathes a life,
And yet,
It lies motionless,
An essence,
Without,
Being not anything,
But everything,
To me.

Abandoned

My sadness comes,
From where happiness was,
A place that you made,
And filled with love,
But now it lies hollow,
For without your touch,
The pain it exudes,
For my heart is too much.

The Journey

The road i travel,
Is long and rough,
Alone i've made it,
Not near enough,

To the place,
I need to be,
It is where i'm headed,
Is it where she'll be?

I do not know,
Yet do not doubt,
It's where i'll go,
By any route,

So if you see her,
Please tell her this,
My love is hers,
And her love i miss.

Trying

All i know is my mistakes,
But how many can one man make,
In a life condemned by fate,
My love for you perpetuates,
A struggle i shall not forsake,
And show you that its not too late,
To love again and forget hate,
Because my love has raised the stakes,
I went all in yet still my heart aches,
Whilst for my love thine does await.
At a point where stars illuminate,
A chance to for us to capitulate.