So, somehow, i have her back in my life. It's only phone conversations,e-mails, and texts, but we're communicating. It's showing me where all the little pieces of our broken hearts lie, and in some places putting them back together. Problem is that within a couple of months she'll be gone; moving out of state. So soon enough, i'll have lost her for good. After the initial shock of realizing this, i keep thinking: "how much longer do i have then?". With the small hope that maybe we could work things out, and live happily ever after, i was slowly losing my will to die, whilst gaining a reason to live. Now that's gone.
She is the only thing in this world i find truly worth living for. I'm just curious as to how much longer i'll put off ending my life, knowing that soon she'll be gone.
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