still

my mind is racing
while i sit motionless
I try again
but i know its hopeless
so i reminisce
on better days
memories of us
and wish for things
that i cant change
so i fall
further away
i ask of you
for me
to pray

what's been?

My love,
is like this,
words on a page,
because once you read this-
It's gone away,
But whats the truth?
is it gone?
or there to stay?
Let's end the games:
mine's not here to play,
is it safe to say,
those 3 little words,
whether a noun-
or some verbs,

adjectives cant describe,
the proper feelin,
you've got me illin,
you've got my mind
blown 2 the ceilin'
feelin,
like a villain,
but on the down low,
i cant control
the pain u b spillin,
to my soul.

thought u should know,
it's a whole 'nother mess-
but i love u-
 none the less

My jungle of love

Cant see the forest,
through the trees,
too busy climbing these,
trying to get to the top,
denying pleas,
of loved ones hunger,
with a thirst for more,
you ignore the pain
aim for the top,
because you wanted more,
than what little it seemed,

at the time,

but times passed now,

and you're stuck,

with what you left behind,

there's no escape,

so now you're draped in the canopy

Of what you thought was a forest,

But still you cannot see,

what life was worth,

Whilst you've got it bad,

My jungle's twice as worse.